Monday, August 8, 2011

I'm Blaming TAPS!!!

Delights ~ I managed to go another day sans fitness. WTFraggle Rock is going on? At least I did some laps about the grocery store & actually ran across a wide street to get a pedicure. That's gotta count for somethin', right? Thanks. I also didn't eat all of my food at breakfast. And it was a whole `lotta goodness. TAPS, I want to par-taying and par-laying in Miami, so until you come back, I can't get right. Yea, I know you love how I took the onus off of me & threw it on you like a scarf. I'm responsible in a totally irresponsible manner. You're welcome.

So the manic in me is not feeling gooey & warm, (or as I like to relate to things on occasion, apple pie'ish) about going to school this fall. I thought about what my fears are that could be preventing the apple pie feeling. I'm great at being a student, so there's no fear there. I'm sure I'll be able to keep up and/or be ahead without any issues. I'm good at group work and discussions. I think I've narrowed the fear down to being "trapped" by a program when the free spirit in me just likes to move around. What if I stumble upon a wonderful opportunity to move to Alaska (I would never move to Alaska, by the way) and I'm trapped by a program that I've already paid in to?!?! I think I'll research some online programs at reputable universities & see how that pans out. If I come up blank, then off to freakin' school I go this fall. Thank Buddha for Kahlua-spiked java. :) 

Today's Major Objective:
** FITNESS! I miss it!

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