Bipolar Blog

Good Day Delights! Well, after speaking with my sister yesterday and discussing her filing for Social Security Disability, I feel a whole heap better. She was receptive to the idea of receiving the benefit and working only part-time. And I'm re-ready to head south! I think the paranoia is simply my fear of not knowing if my supervisor knows about me leaving & if she'll attempt to sabotage it. But at the end of the day.... I have no control over her thoughts and actions and all should work out in my favor. [breathing sighs of relief] I've done all I'm willing to do here (not all I can do, but all I'm willing to do) and it's time to move on to a more challenging and beneficial position. Sorry you all had to bear witness to another one of my bipolar career/life moments! Thanks for hanging in there. Here's a Google image of "bipolar moments": 

                                                                                                          

So appropriate, right? :)  Anyhoo, I'm continue to chip away at my scroll-length To Do list. I even went the entire day without spending money. Yay me! Crazy Foot is still not completely healed, but I think I'll be able to get in for a MRI or x-ray by Friday. I just want to walk! Sheesh! Oh darn, I just read that some pastor said the world is going to end on Friday! DamnitJanet! Well, I hope to be walking when it all goes down. Ms. Awesome, welcome back from Denvuh. Hope you had a ball. TAPS, how are the Kim's and Liza doing? Just want to make sure all FTC'ers know that we still love'em.

Objectives for the Day:

☼  Continue being productive

☼  Abs, arms, legs

☼  Enjoy the fall temperatures

☼  Smile a whole lot

Own the day Divas! Cheers!

Broke Back ... A Different Type

Good Morning Delights! I got sugared and mudded and rubbed yesterday. Unfortunately, my masseuse wasn't the best, plus she was suffering from allergies, so the experience was mediocre. Plus, she dug so deep it felt like she was trying to break my back. WTHades did I ever do to you woman?!?! That's the scream that was sounding off inside my noggin as I lay there trying to relax. On the plus side, the kinks and knots are worked out & the soreness will go away soon. I'm thinking that my foot does indeed have a hairline fracture & that I'm also re-developing plantar fasciitis (pain in the bottom of my foot). Whoo hoo. :\  Additionally, I'm not getting a good vibe/feel about the GA position & I'm actually considering moving closer to (if not back to) NM. It seems that my sister's epilepsy is worsening & she's having a lot more seizures. I know they're coming on faster and more frequently due to work stress, but I think I could help out if I were a little closer. Can I live in NM again without losing all my scruples? Maybe. Probably not. Thoughts whirling about my head: Give GA a chance; look for work in NM or CO; stay in San Tony & look for a better opportunity; sale all my wares & just travel about for 6 months (doesn't that sound nice?); sleep on each idea for 2 days. My mind and body are exhausted at the moment. Something good will come of all of this. And I know I can't rush the process of progress, but I sure wish I knew what was next. Today, I hope to just turn most of the thoughts off & keep them from scattering about my brain.

Objectives for the Day:
♣  Fitness (fo' real. I did none yesterday)
♣  Be still & roll with life's elements
♣  Diet well
♣  Smile

Own the Day Divas!

Sugar Body!

Good Morning Delights! Today I go get sugar scrubbed and back rubbed. I'm so excited and my body is ready. Like...ready to go RIGHT NOW! I need it. And sugar needs me. It's true. Yesterday was pretty productive & I accomplished a lot on my list. Did I mention that the list is scroll-length? I've got a lot to do. And there is still some worry creeping in that the boss lady will somehow try to sabotage this move. So, I ask your advice divas. Do I give her the heads-up that she may be contacted about negotiating a release date? Or do I wait? Unfortunately, I do not know when the contact will be made as that would help me make a decision. Ugh...This is the part that blows! Big time & not in a good way. Moving sideways: Ms. Awesome, I hope you're enjoying Denvuh! Did you know there's another blog out there titled "No! I'm Not Pregnant"? Well, it's true & I'm subscribed to it because I subscribed to the blog when it was yours. Now I feel stuck and trapped in to bigbelkel's life/belly. Help me Baby Buddha! I need off of here.

Today's Objectives:
♥  Enjoy the salt scrub & massage
♣  Do some sort of fitness
♥  Keep on task with finishing items on my very long To Do List
♣  Smile
♥  Diet well

Own the Day Divas!

Monday Mania

Good Morning Darlings (practicing my southern drawl)! I'm ready for Monday Mania! Everything that's anything is on my To-Do list today & thus far, I've made meatballs. Never mind that I was supposed to do that yesterday, let's focus on the positive. I'm getting things done. One thing, but there'll be more productivity today. I swear. It's going down as soon as I finish my oatmeal & toast & responding to emails & ... you know. Some other stuff here and there. :)  I've put together an impressive collection of books, dvd's, and magazines to take to the library today. And by the time I get ready to Penske/Uhaul outta here, my women's shelter pile will be impressive, too. Clearing clutter one pile at a time. WhootWhoot! 

This video just played on my knock-off video station: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4B_UYYPb-Gk&ob=av2e  Go ahead, ladies... Jam out! I'd join your jam session, but I'm still trying to stay off my foot. Crazy Foot be gone! 


Own the day Divas! And just know that my list of Objectives is quite lengthy, but manageable. 


Cheers!

I Managed...

to enjoy myself at the bridal shower & my bride-to-be dear friend appreciated me being there. Good Morning Delights! The shower had a bunch of nutty middle aged women there trying to be Stella's and get their groove back. Hilarious. Other than visiting with my GodDivaDaughter for a few minutes, I was completely unproductive yesterday. I blame the graveyard shift schedule as I passed out at 7pm. And of course I've been awake since 2:30ish or something ridiculous like that. I've twisted my hair, eaten 2 bowls of Cranberry Almond Crunch, and did some ab, arm, and leg work. It's highly likely that I'll pass out again here shortly. TAPS, I'm so glad you got to see April and Alisa. And we're all jealous that you got to eat the Great Gallant's cupcakes. DEEELISH! Happy Birthday Luca Joe.

How sexy is Hugh Jackman? I mean...really!

My Objectives for the Day:
∞  See "The Ides of March"
∞  Put away laundry
∞  Make meatballs w/ rice & gravy
∞  Try to con my former beau in to fixing my lap top at some point this week
∞  Clear off the dining room table...AGAIN
∞  Not over-feed Maurice


Enjoy the Day Delights!

Rejuvination!

Good Morning! Might I just say that the woman who did my facial is freakin AMAZING! She's an above and way beyond type of gal. My brows look amazing and so does...well, not much she can do about my face. But it sure feels nice. She also massaged my shoulders, arms, and hands during the process. BLISS! This will tide me over until the sugar scrub & massage extravaganza. (Yea, I know you dig my theatrics!) My plan for the day was to get up, do some ab and arm work, throw in a load of laundry, and head to the dungeon of Walmart for necessities. I've done it all minus abs and arms. But hey... I was invited to (a paid for) breakfast. I just HAD to go! At some point today, I'll get in abs, arms, and legs & try to enjoy myself at this shower. I started my list/pile of movies and books to donate. Yeehaw! And I think I can safely start packing up some clothes. Then again, maybe I'll keep them in the drawers and just load the dresser on to the truck when it's time.  Somethin' like that. I'm getting more excited & my support group is getting more sad. Whatcanyado? 

Sorry for being so up close & personal, but check out these brows:

Other Objectives for the Day:

# Colour my `fro 

# Prepare a meal

# TRY to stay off my foot

# Watch a movie

# Enjoy Bridal Shower 1

Enjoy the Day Divas!